Dekker, Dekker, Dekker

Peer pressure. So bittersweet. I blame my internet friends for this addiction I have now. It's only been-- what-- a week? And I've finished three books! Three! Not saying it's unusual. Dekker has an interesting way of writing. Addicting. Exhilirating. Interesting. Amusing. I don't know! But, yeah.
School's out. Heh heh. no more stress! But I've been playing MapleStory everyday for 7 hours a day. (Zip it. I'm bored) Waiting to go to Texas, I guess. Nearly two weeks away.
And, another thing. I'm very  sad about my friend, Matthew. He's in the hospital. Went into cardic arrest. Really don't know what to say. All I know to do is pray, pray, pray. I haven't cried... yet. Things like this make me cry...easily but not so easily. Pretty lame.
So, yeah. I rather be doing stuff on my list than sitting around... doing nothing. Yup.

Live it(while I have no life),
Stefani B.

Screw up

I really hate screwing up. Especially big time. Like last summer. It's happening again. If you're oblivious to what I'm saying, don't worry about it.'Mess of Me' is how I feel.
So, yeah.
*pats self on back* Good job screwing up.

Don't live it,
Stefani B.

So far, so good

Well... remember that exam I was stressing over? Of course you do! Well, I made a 98 on it. I hate when that happens. I mean like the grade but I hate when I prove myself wrong.
Also, I got the results from my history and spelling exams.
History- 99(Why, John J. Pershing, why?)
Spelling- 95
So, yeah.

Live it,
Stefani B.

Soooo...

I'm really supposed to be studying for the Literature final exam tomorrow. But, I don't want to. And I don't know why. Maybe because I didn't have a week's notice of when the exam was...
...Yeah, probably the reason why. The sub did not give us the date of our exams in Literature because she "did not know when the date was". Excuse me? She should have known because obviously she's the sub! I was shocked when she kept repeating that excuse to my class and I. She finally gave us the date on Wednesday. The exams is Monday, and you give me the date of the exam on Wednesday. Something wrong with that picture? I think so. I don't have time to study for that exams because I'm way too busy studying for my Spelling and History exams that were on Friday. I'm also busy by staying at school and helping Callie and the council with the decorations for the banquet! And I could have studied yesterday but my family is here and they wanted to go shopping. So... here I am. Wishing I had more time to study. Wishing I had of known when the exam was. Wishing that my teacher wouldn't have given us that lame excuse of hers.
But, I learned to forget. ...and forgive.

Live it,
Stefani B.

"First place, Stefani Brown"

Do you know how many times I heard that this night, hm? 9 times. Do you know how many times I was called up? 16 times.
16 awards presented to me in one day:
Bible-First place
English- First place
World History- First place
Physical Science- First place
Algebra 1- Second place
Computer- First place
Health PACES- First place
Prinicpal Award
Obedience Award
A + B Honor Roll Award
Barnabas Award
Effiency(sp?) Award
Highest Average Award
2nd place in NT in ACEA (Alabama Christian Education Association)
3rd place in OT in ACEA
Christian Character Award

so, yeah... I'm tired.

Live it,
Stefani B.

Oi...

I must say, stress is not a wonderful thing. I don't like it. I've gotten many bad grades in Algebra for the last few weeks, despite my love for math. I really don't know what's up with that. It sucks.

And, then, the awards banquet is tomorrow night. My mum has decided to invite a secret person. Eeek. I pray it's not a male. If it is, I will duct tape his mouth, tie him up, and throw him in the supply closet. I hate dates with a passion!
Oh, and the decorating for the banquet is a doozy. Tables are tiny. Mr. Barker wants to sit 6 at a table, when the table itself only sits 4! Problem? Why yes. But we ended up doing 5 at a table. Thank you, God! So, I'm hoping that works out well.
Also, this girl at school looked like a whore today. Sorry.
I've been bawling my eyes out all day.
So, my lesson: Rely on God and His power. (Even after you prayed that God would be glorified through your math *sigh*)
Live it,
Stefani B.

Oh! Don't let me forget!

Someone needs to remind me about making a list of things to do during summer(so I won't be bored). It'd be appreciated muchly.

Live it,
Stefani B.

Stonehenge

One of the places I never want to visit because I have a model of it in my kitchen(which I should be working on right now with my mum. Oops. >_< ) A lot of details, you know. Way too many. It sucks. It's due tomorrow, by the way. I'm ALMOST done. We just need to add some...stuff...
Yeah.
Happy Mother's Day, as well! Hope you're hanging with your mum. And if she has passed, I hope you are thinking of her and remembering good memories.

Live it,
Stefani B.

No voice.

Wild Adventures. The best trip during school. Excluding the ride to and the ride from. The rides were amazing. My group actually decided to highfive all the people we passed by; it was called "Highfive Friday". And soon, the trend started going around the park. So, that was pretty awesome. But, of course, Morgan and her crew had to kill our fun. "When you get sick because of all those germs, I will laugh!" ...Yeah. Love you too?
Everything went well. We met some workers there at one of our favourite thrill rides. Stanley and Nick. Pretty cool guys. And then we met some random person. His name was... James. He was cool as well.
I bought a new lightsaber. It has three colours! =)
Anyways...
My voice is gone(hence the title of the blog) because of screaming contests. Quite interesting. Yes, I did win. =P
I'll have to upload the videos(none of me ;) ) and pictures later.

Live it,
Stefani B.

I like news

And I don't mean like news channel. That sucks. Anyways, I like good news. Today, Kayla told me that Meghan was saved. =D Some of us(Meghan's followers) were scared she wasn't saved. So, that's amazing. Also, my friend, Sarah, was saved last night at church! =D
Tomorrow is Wild Adventures. I'm elated! I have to take pictures, videos, make calls, and ride roller coasters.
But, this is pretty short. I need to go.

Live it,
Stefani B.

Just saying.

Today, I got my morse code test back. Haha, I made a 105. There was a bonus question, just to let you know. Also, I found out whose group I'm in for Wild Adventures. I'm with Aleah, Sarah, and Callie, which answers my prayers. Praise Elyon!

Annnnd... we're started to talk about Middle-Earth in World History(which isn't unusual). So happy about that.
Also, I have most of the finals' dates.
Finals:
Bible Content-Unknown
Bible Verse-Unknown
Spelling/Vocabulary- Friday May 14th.
Grammar-Unknown
Literature- Unknown
World History- Friday May 14th
Physical Science- Wednesday May 19th

But anyways, I need to go, 'cause my mum wants to finish my project due May 10th.

Live it,
Stefani B.

Seriously... *TDS*

My mum isn't home yet. And I should have been in bed, like 19 minutes ago. I have rebel written all over me. Eh...
Mr. Barker, my principal, issued no homework all week. I'm needing that. Praise God!
Wild Adventures is this Friday, and I'm hoping that my three best friends(Aleah, Sarah, and Callie) and I are put together in a group. If not... *sigh*
I might be doing video journals. So, be excited. ;)
But then again, I might be cameralady to avoid being seen! Mwahahaha! But, all of you would hate that. Annnd, I'm available for calls. *innocent whistle* So, you just might wanna slip your number in my Facebook inbox; if not, then AIM or e-mail. And I'll warn you: I speak fast and quietly... kinda, so it would be nice to do a three way call or something. Hehe. Gotta go.

Live it,
Stefani B.

My list.

I'll have to put this up somewhere else later...

1. Learn French
2. Go to Canada
3. Surf in Hawaii
4. Learn how to play Chinese Checkers.
5. See what it's like to be a nun.
6. Meet, hug, and visit my interwebz friends (Roadtrip?)
7. Give Brandon a really long and tight hug.
8. Travel the world in 80 days.
9. Smile all day at least one time in my life
10. Make my own style. =3
11. Hug people all day for free.
12. Witness to strangers all day.
13. Sky-dive.
14. Disneyland with Gus.
15. Get married. *cough*
16. Go to Italy, Japan, and Switzerland with Gus. :)
    
17. Bungee-jump


18. White-water raft.


19. Repel down a waterfall.


20. Stargaze.


21. Backpack in Switzerland.


22. Visit Narnia and Middle-Earth(Don't crush my dreams)


23. Sit down and have a nice chat over coffee(or tea) with a homeless person. Then, let him come live with me for a week. ('Cause I've always wanted to help a homeless person)


24. Write a book.


25. Attend a Flyleaf concert.


26. Attend a AILD concert *As I Lay Dying


27. Attend a ABR concert *August Burns Red


28. Level to 120 on MapleStory.


29. Buy a black flowing dress.


30. Live in a castle. I prefer gothic style.


31. Swim with a whale-shark


32. Ride the tallest coaster


33. Ride the fastest coaster


34. Become better at basketball.


35. Start to love Star Wars


36. Finish my huge book list. *one fourth of the way as of June 20th*


37. Break a leg or an arm.


38. Drive on Route 66.


39. Go on a mission trip. 


40. Make a rose garden.


41. Ride a gondola.


42. Ride on a stallion.


43. Drive a Ferrari


44. Make it to four years.


45. Die of a lightning strike...

Live it,
Stefani B.
EDIT: I cut it down and added a few.

"I love the way you look at life."

"I love the way you look at life." <--- That was on a Dove chocolate wrapper that my friend ate... not the wrapper, but the chocolate. I thought of Meghan. Heh. I really thought she was out of my mind, but...no.

Oh, well...

I'm starting my "Things to Do before I die" List. Hope it's not too long. But whatever.

Live it,

Stefani B.

P.S.- I believe I did well on my morse code test! Except the puncutation.(Sorry for spelling)

._.. .. ..._ . .. _

(Live it) =)

So, anyways...

Today...
I played hookey. Heh. Mainly because, I didn't get much sleep last night. I was hot...then cold...then hot...then cold. That went on for many hours. Then, I would just keep on thinking...and thinking..and thinking! It was redonkulous. Also, I was feeling very ill. So tired... *yawn*
Did you know that... my teacher expects us to learn morse code in a week. The test was today.
I mean... he wants us to learn the alphabet, the numbers, the punctation, and some other stuff...
Bright side of that...
I got my research paper finished. I just need to get the editting right, so yeah.
Tempted to study the morse code...
Okay... I will..

Live it,
Stefani B.

First off..

Written April 27th 2010.

Meghan
by Abby Jeanson
I never met you.
I never saw you.
I never even talked to you.
Yet, in my heart, there is a place for you.
Of the things I've read of your battle.
I heard it was an epic battle
Between you and that sickening beast.
He poisoned you here and poisoned you there.
But you fought until today. The day
You were carried away from that sickening beast
Which gave you all that pain.
And those who cherished and loved you
Will gravely miss you everyday.
Remember this, dear love, that forever and always
You will be loved even after this day.

So, yeah. My inspiration to live better is Meghan.
Link: http:///ms-mae.blogspot.com/

Okay. Yeah...

Live it,
Stefani.